Rina's life
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Saturday, December 6, 2014
Update 2014
Thursday, February 6, 2014
Infidelity: written on September 9, 2013
Death Of My Father: Written on August 10, 2013
Finding My Roots: written on August 13, 2013
Famous?
oh College...
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Update 2013
A lot has changed since I wrote my last entry let me start with the major change in my life which basically put my life upside down:
march 31 2012 my dad died he died of basically suffocation and to this day I blame my self
When my dad passed away I was a senior in high school I had to redo all my college stuff I got accepted to a couple good colleges but I ended up going to a community college because they gave me a full ride
Which is where I am at now it's the summer of my freshman year in college and I'm about to start my sophomore year
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Paradox
Monday, November 28, 2011
Cross Roads
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Love lost
I admitt it I'm a player and I got caught in my game but it comes with a price win or lose the game doesn't end til I decide to retire maybe this will be good for me
I slipped up
I got caught
Atone
Now I feel like you forever atoning for my sins
Asking for your forgiveness
Secretly knowing ill never get it
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Text messages i never sent
To : How come everytime i ask who your talking to its called being nosey but when u ask its called caring
How come everytime u yell at me its because your mad but when i yell im tripping
How come when i get depressed you walk away and when you get depressed you push away how come when i pretend dont say anything you avoid me but when i try i always end up saying the wrong thing when i cuss your mom doesnt like it but when u cuss its cool
To ......: U said youd talk to me later never did said youd be up late u disapapear didnt hear from you
im not obsessive or tripping
your just unreasonable
you give me nothing to work with
everyone i talk to says talk to you talk to you but how can i when your never around
I hate when people think im overreacting
maybe i should treat you like you treat me
Starting Now!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Crash
So the worst thing happened to me i got in a car accident i was driving to my friends house and the light turned yellow and i thought i could make it so i sped up didnt see the car coming and hit the car trying to turn and the car ran into a poll and the guy was yelling at me and i was so scared the whole front end of the car just fell off and the air bags went off it was terrible and my friend was in the car it was the most embarrassing moment of my life and i wrecked my familys only car now i just feel like crap i have to pay more money i dont have so im gonna have to work my butt off at work and try to get more hours but since its winter theyre already cutting people ...so its going to be hard for me to get hours in the first place i just feel so depressed and my friends in worse shape then i am im fine and my friend she is just gonna go back to the hospital i feel bad like this is all my fault when it happened i was really pissed and then i just got sad and was sitting on the floor crying and begging my mom not to be mad at me right when things were getting better i had to ruin everything
-rina burr
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
The Perfect Confusion
Always digging through my old writings
I rarely ever get what I want in a person. I want a relationship to be perfect. I want that other person to be just like me but better. I rarely ever get what you want. I just realized that person was right in front of my face the whole time. Side note: I hate naming names in my blog I feel like everyones invading my privacy but I'll do it anyway. Rebecca my ex she is perfect. Unfortunately I am thrust with exactly what I want and I don't appreciate it. Oh well but that's not my problem. My problem is that I'm depressed and I'm not sure why. I have what I want I guess one of my exes that I've been wanting forever I have what I want and I'm still depressed. Maybe it's not what I really wanted or maybe I'm just sad over the fact that I know I'm not supposed to be dating and I am. Maybe I'm sad because I don't have a real gf. It's probably that a week or so ago I had a gf for like a day. Then she realized she didn't like me. Shocker I know. No one likes me like that. At least no one who lives by me. Anyway I don't know what to do I don't wanna hurt anyone and I don't wanna be sad I just wanna be happy. It's weird how having just anyone doesn't make me happy anymore I guess that's a plus but I just wanna get out of this hole I just wanna be happy what to do what to do?
-Rina Burr
Dream: Mr...?:
This was written a while ago excerpt from one of my daily blogsI had this weird dream if anyone knows what it means let me know MESSAGE ME COMMENT I WANNA KNOW!!! My dream Me, Derek, jhan and Leticia were playing in this field and we were playing with frisbis. Our cellphone were turning into frisbis through the memory slot. You just pull the memory card and it turns into it. Then Derek had to go and jhan told me to walk him to his moms car so I did. But I had to run to catch up to him. When I finally cAught up to him he was looking for his mom and I'm like Derek wait up. Then all of a sudden Derek turned into a dog. Beside derek was a computer. I took Derek home and the computer to investigate. When I got home Derek turned invisible so my dad didn't see him when he walked in. I took him to my room and turned on the computer it said mr. ....(I don't remember his name)'s computer. Next to Derek appeared an earwig. I looked on the computer and there was a series of numbers all under different names. They all appeared to be hypnotists. First was the mr... I called him first. When I called it said " the number you have dialed is not in service. So i called the next number underneath the first one. It was a lady hynotist. I called and then immidiately there was a knock on the door. I opened it and the lady in the picture on the computer who's number i was calling said "you called" I said "sorry wrong number". As she was walking away I said "do you know who mr... Is?" the lady got this horror stricken look on her face and disappeared. Then I went back to the computer and kept trying to call mr... I finally realized that the number on the computer kept changing everytime I looked at it. Then I woke up.
Entry From My Diary: Written 7/14/07
The way she yelled at nurses
The way she smiled at me
The way she game me lemon drops
We dont have her
We have memories
We can cry
It cleanses the soul
Monday, November 14, 2011
She was nice so I let her head my way
Look cute girl, what you wanna do girl?
-Better With The Lights Off by New Boyz
New Boyz ft. Chris Brown - Better With The Lights Off
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I'll pick up these broken pieces
'til I'm bleeding If that'll make it right
-It Will Rain Bruno Mars
It Will Rain - Bruno Mars
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And um, a perfect couple’s only in a dream
-Tie Me Down by New Boyz
Tie Me Down-New Boyz (Feat. Ray J)
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Sunday, November 13, 2011
Repetition
Looking through some of my notes I found don't remember where its from or why I wrote it:
Im feeling like I keep on talkin
I'm repeating Myself
my words lost all meaning
I keep talking
I repeat myself
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Cycle of Pain
Chapter 1
Once upon a time there was this girl name Katarina who fell in love with Crispin. Katarina being the techie was on a website where she met Crispin. Katarina wasn't suppose to be on that website but was anyway regardless the consequences. Katarina believed Crispin was her soul mate they planned to get married and everything. The only problem was Crispin lived in tokyo japan. Katarina and Crispin agreed to meet in three years but Katarina had to pay for everything because Crispin was younger than her by a year and they wanted to meet as soon as possible. So after almost a year of them going out Katarina felt like telling her best friend Rina about the news Rina pretended to be happy for her and everything. However since Katarina didn't tell anyone except rina about crispin she told Rina everything. Rina started telling Katarina about god and saying it was dangerous to meet some random guy on the Internet who could just be a 40yr along with other religious issues. Katarina after a week was convinced and broke up with Crispin. But Katarina loved Crispin she became very upset. She would cry herself to sleep at night and almost killed herself luckily Katarina had Rina and god to save the day. But it didn't stop her from crawling back to Crispin. When she went back to him she was only confronted by more pain and suffering. Katarina would ask "do u still love me?" Crispin Said "yes" but every single time Katarina goes back to Crispin she gets hurt and she always ends up breaking up with him then getting back together with him. Katarina is so desperate to be loved Rina is in awe. Since Katarina went out with Crispin her self esteem has lowered she doesn't have a lot of confidence and she thinks she is ugly. There is nothing wrong with Katarina she is probably more beautiful than me but Katarina can't see that. Katarina is soo close right now all she has to do is let go of Crispin. The sad part is no one knows about this except for Rina. Katarina is too afraid to tell anyone...will the cycle ever end? Will Katarina live happily ever after with Crispin...or will it end up in her death and or rape? Every cycle can be broken Katarina is so close...
Chapter 2
So today Katarina told her friends about crispin they said that she could tell them that because they were her best friends. Katarina is still afraid right now of being judged. Also she is upset about crispin because she thinks he didn't answer her message on facebook. Crispin goes to boarding school and isn't allowed a phone. He can only go on facebook once in a while. Crispin and Katarina aren't going out officially because they broke up. But they still talk. Rina feels terrible because katarina was so happy until Rina started unstilling her religious beliefs upon Katarina. Rina feels as if she ruined Katarina's life.
Chapter 3
Rina is the only one worried about Katarina. Katarina is depressed and is denial. She tells Rina countless times not to worry about her. Katarina says she will never kill herself and is perfectly happy. But Rina thinks it's a lie. Katarina is too afraid to tell anyone the only person she has told is Rina and her two other best friends.
Video Games
I've been talking to myself a lot lately but I feel like it's not enough I can never get it out into words so I took this time to sit down in just talk to you yes you the people the ones I write to you when I write I feel like I'm talking to everyone I feel like I'm just getting it out getting it off my chest so I took this time do you speak here goes nothing: so right now how I feel it's pretty happy I'm a bit hyper but I guess yeah this is me earlier I felt like nothing could lift me from the sadness so a couple days ago us playing this game I had to get to this one level so i could actually play the quest i wanted to once i got to the level i stopped playing the game i feel like thats my life the hardest part is the struggle and constantly dying and coming back to life and fighting the same battle again learning strategies perfecting skills so i can get to my goal but once i get there to my goal ... Bam the desire the drive its gone
Isolation and Alienation
Written: July 18, 2011
So its nice to just sit down and blog a lot has been on my mind lately well for starters i guess im feeling alone although i talk to many people online and i text some people i feel alone because the people i want to connect with dont wanna connect with me and thats why i feel alone someone once told me that im a loner i could be standing in a big crowd of people and still look so alone the main reason is because i isolate myself i do it at home im always in my room at school at work everywhere i know why in all situations maybe its because i dont wanna face reality my world is better than the real world although im always getting hurt
Failure
Written: August 17, 2011
So summer is over and school has started i had all these goals for myself and i feel like i failed i didnt buy a car i didnt get my lisence i dont have any friends to hang out with like a bff I dont know what college i want to go to I dont have any scholarships I know some people dont have these things but i know a lot of people who do and it saddens me that i dont cuz ive been wanting these things Or maybe i dont try hard enough But i can say this one day ill have those things but for now i feel as if i failed
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Help???: Advice
So I've been dating someone online for almost three months and i don't know what to do I want to have a real stable relationship where I see the person often and go on real dates but this person doesn't have their own cellphone so I hardly ever get to talk to them and they refuse to meet me half way idk what to do my mom won't let me go all the way to where that person is just to meet that person even though I have the money to and she won't let me go without her so I have come up with a few options I could take the train disappear one summer day and come back at night or I could buy that person a phone or I could convince my mom (which would take a lot of hard work) or I could wait till I'm 18 or I could save up my money to buy a car what should i do help!!!
Friday, April 15, 2011
Day sixty seven of Rina's life
I have come to the conclusion that I am invisible in physics class I don't talk at all and I try to keep my head down in my phone in at all times its a quite day today someone I knew died today so everyone's sad its weird I don't know I worked with him on student council a lot last year and its weird it was just random you know I think I'm just gonna sit here and written this and text observing my surroundings not saying a word it makes me think what would happen if I died you know nothing people would probably say bad things about me lol anyway I should make this short I have nothing else to say besides I'm hungry
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Day sixty six of Rina's life
Right now I'm sitting in third block which is physics and I'm wondering if anyone notices me I try to be invisible and blend into the wall my group is doing a lab right now I'm just sitting with my head down typing this a lot has been going on in my life I guess I really don't want to talk about it I'm trying to improve myself better and be more social and not shut so many people out you know I'm trying to reach out to people there is a test today in Spanish which is fourth block I didn't study I hope I do okay I spent study hall working on a project in flash for web construction its really cool ill tell you about it okay so I'm basically making a robot go across the screen and you click on a button to teleport it and then it goes to a future city and a little guy comes on the screen with a magnified glass that says look closer and then when you click on that it goes to a seen with a hover car its gonna be so cool then I'm going to have the robot teleport to a living room with a futuristic screen and then I am going to animate the screen with the words Rina and a pink apple logo its gonna be so awesome anyway I feel really awkward just sitting here texting Haha I just hate people I'm a table with all guys gah fml any way cant wait till lunch I'm gonna go to the library and eat with my friends of course I'm not going to eat but it will be all good so I guess I'm gonna go I don't have anything else random to say oh sorry for the poor punctuation I will fix it later
-Rina Burr
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Day sixty five of Rina's life
So I'm at the hospital with my mom visiting my dad apparently they don't know why he still has an infection I don't understand most of it all I know is he's low on oxygen lol my day was boring besides this I woke up talked to cookie and then I ordered a pizza and a really creepy delivery man was there he scared the cap outta me I have to wake up really early tomorrow its gonna suck I have to work from 4:30 am to 11:00 am its gonna be fun cuz Maria is gonna be there I work it McDonald's if u didn't already know that ew he just threw up
-Rina Burr
Friday, April 8, 2011
Day sixty four of Rina's life
So shocker I'm blogging lol. Haha anyway I just got a new phone yesterday its my dream phone the HTC EVO shift. I love it so much blah I'm trying to use proper grammar but I give up its too hard to write commas and periods lol today was a boring day I went to school came home maybe ill write more later there's so much you have missed in my life not really ill catch you up later I plan on blogging more
-Rina
Friday, March 25, 2011
School?
Teachers are being fired my favorite teachers she told me to pray for her today almost made me cry my school district my school has all the best teachers and because district 300 board just wants to break up the teachers union they make all these cuts just to force the union into negotiating pay reductions democracy is highly currupt and I can say this I bet only 10% of the people in this state are willing to make a change and the rest are just willing to deal with it because who cares about school our schools they blame it all on the students saying we don't care about our education well I care about my education and I care about my teachers and I know a handful of kids that do but were just teenagers and when we try to make a change the press makes us look bad and ... all they care about is politics and money what about education ? This week was very sad at school even the principal sounded sad over the intercom I feel bad I wish there was something I could do but I'm just another 16 year old girl shaking her head at the world of adults I know someone cares 4-3 one voice can make a big difference hmm... Just thoughts
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Day sixty three of Rina's life
-Rina Burr
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Day sixty two of Rina's life
Rina Burr
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Notes from my iPod: long distance relationships
I do hate stuff like this I came to the conclusion that I do not hate long distance relationships I hate when circumstances come to the point where I can't do anything to contact the person and the bad thing about long distance relationships is u can't just go up to their door there is my problem although it probably has everything to do with the past and how much pain I went through and I guess not knowing what's gonna happen next if your gonna be available the next day or the next eats away at my heart. I probably feel so hurt because it's like taking away one of the major things I love about you. You were available as much as me we could talk on the phone and do this and that but now it's like everythings slowly dwindling away and I know it's not your fault I mean life happens I'm just afraid things will get worse and we will hardly be able to talk or something.
Day sixty one of Rina's life
-Rina Burr
Friday, November 5, 2010
Day sixty of Rina's life
-Rina Burr
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Day fifty nine of Rina's life
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Notes from my iPod: Lunch
I'm bored in lunch idk what's better going to school or staying home. I guess getting away from them is better than staying in thAt stupid house. My parents are so annoying. I don't wanna be around them. The only reason I'm going home today is because I have to go to work and I gotta call them somehow. I don't have a phone. Also I have to walk in my uniform ughz
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Broken heart
Unspoken words
-Rina
Monday, July 12, 2010
Day fifty eight of Rina's life
-Rina
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Day fifty seven of Rina's life
-Rina
Friday, July 9, 2010
Day fifty six of Rina's life
-Rina
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Day fifty five of Rina's life
right now im doing one of those things i enjoy. staying up all night doing what i love. will i get yelled at for this in the morning? Yes oh wait it is morning. i will probably get yelled at for it when my mom wakes up. yay! that is fun. im sleepy i took my meds but im at the computer now. So i dont know if im gonna fall asleep in this chair or what. oh right now im watching someone sleep. i feel like a creep but this is what she wants. :)
-Rina
Monday, July 5, 2010
Day fifty four of Rina's life
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Thursday, July 1, 2010
Day fifty three of Rina's life
- shirts
- a pair of pants
- a pair of shoes
- a backpack
- a belt
- headphones
- a ipod case
- a ipod charger
I have been listening to a podcast called Dead Hunt.
promo
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Day fifty two of Rina's life
-Rina
Day fifty one of Rina's life
Well today was fun I guess. I couldn't sleep last night so I was so tired that I didn't go to church. when my mom got back from church she yelled at me. Then I ate and my best friend jhan came over and I taught him about the his iPod touch and I got him synced and stuff. then I cleaned and did my chores it's 5:04 Am right now and I just finished cleaning the bathroom. I hate bugs. Today I killed 3 earwigs eww did u know they can fly OMG EARWIGS CAN FLY!!!!
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Day forty nine of Rina's life
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Day forty eight of Rina's life
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Day forty seven of Rina's life
I found this:
I am Terina Ruth Burr age 12, and this is my life. First I was taken away from my birth mother because my sister was taking care of me not her. Latina Davis was seperated from me through the adoption agentcy. Then I got taken to a foster home. Big Rina was the mom and there were 2 kids one was named Shanon the other's name I can't remember. Until one day I got adopted at age 1.5 by two parents Carrie and Russle Burr. TO this day I call them Mom and Dad. I quikly ajusted to this new way of life and stayed in touch with Tina. I got to loiking my Mom better and look a lot like her. Two months later chris came along, I naturally got jealous, but got on with it quikly. I still keep in touch with Tina and am doing good with my first year in middle school.
Day forty six of rina's life
I had this weird dream if anyone knows what it means let me know MESSAGE ME COMMENT I WANNA KNOW!!! My dream Me, Derek, jhan and Leticia were playing in this field and we were playing with frisbis. Our cellphone were turning into frisbis through the memory slot. You just pull the memory card and it turns into it. Then Derek had to go and jhan told me to walk him to his moms car so I did. But I had to run to catch up to him. When I finally cAught up to him he was looking for his mom and I'm like Derek wait up. Then all of a sudden Derek turned into a dog. Beside derek was a computer. I took Derek home and the computer to investigate. When I got home Derek turned invisible so my dad didn't see him when he walked in. I took him to my room and turned on the computer it said mr. ....(I don't remember his name)'s computer. Next to Derek appeared an earwig. I looked on the computer and there was a series of numbers all under different names. They all appeared to be hypnotists. First was the mr... I called him first. When I called it said " the number you have dialed is not in service. So i called the next number underneath the first one. It was a lady hynotist. I called and then immidiately there was a knock on the door. I opened it and the lady in the picture on the computer who's number i was calling said "you called" I said "sorry wrong number". As she was walking away I said "do you know who mr... Is?" the lady got this horror stricken look on her face and disappeared. Then I went back to the computer and kept trying to call mr... I finally realized that the number on the computer kept changing everytime I looked at it. Then I woke up. -rina |
Day forty five of Rina's life
i'm so glad schools out!!!! no more worrying about being popular, not having any friends, not being smart, all my insecurities aren't put out To be butchered I hate school I honestly do but maybe it's trying to teach me a lesson. Not to care what other pple think. But it's who I am because everything I strive for deals with others perception of me if I'm a genius in my head and I get a reputation of stupid I mean that's not what I strive for i wanna be Noticed I wanna be a star I wanna be Rina I can't wait till next year I'm gonna prove be successful in whatever I do. This is an end to a whole new beginning. I'm Rina and I'm gonna show the world me. I'm sick of hiding my insecurities. I've learned so many things this year well the most important one is I'm going to lose friends eventually and really it's pretty easy losing a friend. So I'm a loner for a while but I made new friends and i am happier! things aren't that big of a deal then I make them out to be. Letting go isn't that hard. I've learned to make my own fun. Nowadays I can lay in bed all day and have just my iPod touch and be happy. It's not about the big things. I can always find something to do and I always will. It doesn't matter if I am hanging out with a ton of friends or just one. Because at the end of the day the question is: was it really that hard or painful? NO!!! I want to be popular but if all this time I wanted to wouldn't I have taken the initiative. So do I really want it that bad? No it's just wishful thinking. So y do I get upset? I need to stop take a minute and think... Do I really need this? The answer is no! I make a big deal over nothing. And when it comes down to it if that thing I wanted or wish to have or be never occurs will I survive? Yes!!! So why should I care!!! I think this is what I learned this year. It's time to be me it's time to be RINA!!! I need to be the person I am that person everyone seems to like. -Rina |
Day forty Four of Rina's life
Sorry I haven't been blogging it's not that my life has been boring it's that my life has been interesting. Ok well kiki is in boarding school right now so I can't talk to her although I sent her a four page letter back to back in the mail it's pro. But it takes like 6-10 days to get there. Blahh oh kiki called me on the phone the other day she was crying cuz she was gonna miss me. Ok so I have the song lol here it is: I hope u know By kiki If i had to fly a thousand miles to be with you id do it gladly i love you madly nd its killin me you are my breath my death my light my night you are my sunshine if i reach for the sun and land on the moon i no ill b here wt u if i walk 2 the light nd end up in night i kno ill b he wt u i hope you know*4 if you are every word i speak it must b perfect poetry if you are evrythng i see then its perfect for me you are my tears my fears my dreams my screams you are my everything if i wantd a cloud nd didnt no how i no ull b here wt me if i reachd for a star bt it was too far i no ull b here wt me i hope you know*4 if you knew how posible it is to love you completely for all eternity*2 -Rina |
Day forty three of Rina's life
-Rina
Day forty two of Rina's life
Well I didn't reallY wanna blog but since it's almost twelve I kinda half too. So today was awesome I woke up and I actually went to church with my mom. Sandra and Erica picked us up. I even went to the teens group thing they had. Okay well it was an adventure and pretty scary I didn't really talk much I met two girls though. Sandra afterwards formally introduced me to them she made me shake their hands. It was different I guess. Me and my mom are going back next week yay I'm exited. That's basically all I did that was worth blogging about oh I went to the candy store afterwards and Sandra bought me candy it made me pretty happY. -Rina |
Day forty one of Rina's life
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DAy thirty five of Rina's life
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Day thirty four of Rina's life
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day thirty three of Rina's life
well sorry i havent been blogging my life has been pretty boring so far and i finally have enough to say to feel like its something to remember. well first im in excel gym we normally run two laps either do stretches and then go to the weight room or play a game or run then do stretches. today we played handball because it was game day it was fun i guess. when we go to the weight room i always lift fives. bry said i was a strong person so i really need to work harder. anyway i have this weird obsession with gangster i know thats weird to say but it all started when these gangsters moved by my house. theres like six of them and they all go to my bus stop. Me and my friend used to count them and since then its evolved into something more complex. however i must point out that im not being racist i am being stereotypical u dont have to be an actual gangster. there are three levels of gangster ghetto gangster, gangster, and low level gangster. Being a classified as a gangster has very high standards its based off of: the way you look, your hair, the way you talk, the way you walk, and your personality. not everyone can be a gangster on my scale. ok the two main gangster are gangster girl the main one and gangster girl two. one day on the bus i sit with my friend elizabeth and i was looking in the mirror and all the gangsters we staring at me. it happened every thirty seconds for like five minuets. gangster girl is the main gangster because one time she used to take my seat everyday just to sit next to this one guy but its all good now because me elizabeth claimed that seat. i usually say something along the lines of thats so gangster hahaha. today was sorta boring im really tired. i overslept probably because i starting eating a chocolate shake at 11pm. not a good idea but i mean i just like had a split thought of i need chocolate shake. Luckily i wasnt late and my mom drove me to school. oh yesterday this girl who is a gangster but really nice and i was just like walking really fast all of sudden and shes like do you have adhd and im like no. i dont want people to think im wired or something i know a lot of people have it at my school but theres still part of me that thinks that it would make me seem less smart or something. last night i was so exited to write this blog. like ecstatic. i have no homework over the weekend yay. except i have to practice driving. my drivers ed teacher said i could pick any day to come in after school next week and drive. im gonna go eat oreos and then eat the rest of my chocolate shake and surf the web. -Rina |
Day thirty two of Rina's life
Today was probably the best day of my life. i have been so happy today. i haven't been this happy in a long time. i entered school and i put my stuff in my locker and i saw natalie. then she told me to walk with her so i did it was a new experience and fun. Brandon is trying to make me and Geneva friends again. I have gym with Geneva but we were all separated by gym teachers and we have different gym teachers so i talked to bry who was in my drivers ed class before. i love school now because i know at least one person in each of my classes. my new classes are excel gym, global economics which is going to be a breeze because its advanced and then i have health easy a. ok lunch was a little trippy cause i was this close to talking to howard. it was weird i feel bad because i was being rude but really i just wasn't prepared for it like if i was i wouldn't have been like omg omg omg. however i pulled through and health was a saving grace and got me really happy. i came home from school with no homework i didn't even need my backpack. after school i came home an i played on my ipod touch and then went driving with my mom for like fifty minuets. even jhan said i was different today i was happier. i have just been really happy now a days because my life is almost perfect. i have what i want and i am actually happy that says a lot because i have never been this happy in a long time. I get messages daily from this person and that just makes my day. i love -Rina |
day thirty one of Rina's life
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day twenty nine of Rina's life
ok well today went surprisingly well of course its not like i did anything today. however i did wake up read a ton of messages which made me happy. although i got into a fight with my friend its all good now. i know i said i would blog everyday i was just in a bad mood yesterday sorry :(. but seriously from now on you will hear from me from now on everyday unless i start failing another class. okay well right now i am on spring break. actually it is going to end like soon oh nooo!!!!!!!!!. today since i promised i am going to write more see writing more. i have been playing this new game on my ipod touch its really cool its this trivia game. i have $70 and i don't know what to do with it i have a lot of clothes and there is not any specific clothing i want. this is probably because i went on a shopping spree and spent $300 on clothes. i am probably going to buy a camera with that $70 i have. lately i have been fascinated with taking pictures of myself it has been fun i guess. right now i am typing on my computer so its really going fast. my ipod just randomly turned off fun i bet its because it was out of power. my favorite song is beak your heart by taio cruz. my favorite part of that song is when he goes "And I know karmas gonna get Me back for being so cold. Like a big bad wolf im born To be bad an bad to the bone." Comment -Rina |
Day Twenty eight of Rina's life
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Day twenty seven of Rina's life
Today was awesome I first woke up at 8:30 am ate frosted flakes then texted fell asleep woke up ate more frosted flakes then I got ready. Next I put on my favorite outfit for my bday. My dad drove me to my school and I went driving with my drivers Ed teacher for an hour it was fun. Then I went home and Read messages on facebook and drove with my mom to my friend leticias house. We went to woodfeild and I spent over $300 on clothes I got an iPod touch case and USB cord, skull candy headphones, and clothes. I went to the apple store, pacsun, journeys, zumies, dealias, kohls, and this guy burned my hair!!??? He was like "can I try this straightener on your hair" and I was like "yeah" and it burned I was like omg my beautiful hair :o haha. I had a great time. Then afterwards we took Ldog home and I blew out my candels had pizza not in that order but you get the picture. Then me and my mom go out shopping again for a bathing suit because I'm going to alis house tomorrow and she has a hottub and she said to bring my suit. Ok I got a new bathingsuit but I just realized that I can't go in the hottub because I can't get my hair wet. I'll just have to text her in the morning I might go in there idk might. Haha anyway I had a great day except I almost cried...because of a certain someone by the name of wait nevermind ask if you want to know. -Rina |
Day twenty six of Rina's life
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Day twenty four of Rina's life
Here's my dream:
So I was playing this horror game on my iPod touch but it was really realistic and it was like u were in the game and everyone else playing the game was a real person playing it so in the beginning u have to walk down the stairs and behind u is a door I kept losing the game so I gave up turned around and opened that door in their was just a couple beds or so and then Geneva came up the stairs and I started talking then pple started coming up so she stopped and then I went over and talked to this one girl who goes to our school and I turned around and said to Geneva "can I talk to u" so we explored and went up and found a kitchen and I said to Geneva and I said "i'm not very good at this game" she said "I am" and puts a syringe with orange fluid in my leg and I start flipping out I took the needle and stuck it in Her and I started booking it I ran out the door and left looking for an exit.
Here's another dream:
I was at my Highschool and student council was running this event. Then they painted my face red and captured me in a dungeon. Next girl with blonde hair and blue eyes rescued me from the dungeon. afterwards the guy who captured me was looking for me and I was trying to rub my red face paint off. my hands were so sweaty when he looked at my face that he passed me and said "I guess she was killed so u guys can go" then we all left and people started stealing knives and forks. We were all waiting outside for our rides. I didn't have any weapons so I asked kennedra "can I have some of your knifed?" I asked her because she had so many knives. I then realized I didn't thank the blonde girl who saved me. I started asking people "have you seen that blonde girl who saved me?" finally edyta answered me and said "yeah she is right over there" I went up to the blonde girl and said "thank you for saving me" the blonde girl said "yeah no problem" I asked her "do you go to Dundee crown" she replied in a hurry "no I'll explain later I got to go" and she ran inside. then I went up to jhan and said "maybe she is an angel" and jhan replied "nahhh" then I was going to ask jhan for a ride but he was already giving one to Makiah so I didn't ask.
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Day twenty three of Rina's life
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Day twenty two of Rina's life
Today was a bad day. I woke up read some messages went to school and found out the most shocking news of my life. I mean everyone knew it but i refused to believe reality until now. And the sad part is it hurts even more than when I ignored it. My life is just getting better and better!!! And guess what I hate this one girl I know it's mean and petty to hate her but I don't care I'm sick of this crap!!! Seriously could one good thing happen to me??? No I just get piled with hw given a stupid test I didn't even know about and I hear my biggest fear is true. All I want to do is cry I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. And then after that I went hope did a bunch of homework and cried oh wait I still am. Sighs...:'( Comment -Rina |
Day twenty one of Rina's life
The Round Red Stone
This tale concerns a lad of twelve, who sets off unwillingly on a journey with his uncle. In the course of his adventures, he obtains a stone, whose ultimate meaning is tied up with the fate of a war between two cities. As commonly happens with boys, he finds himself at the center of the conflict. Can he divine the stone’s purpose in time? Even more importantly, can he even hang on to it? The story includes a mystery, long journeys, prisons, adventure, and living out-of-doors. There is also a fairly large battle at the end, with plenty of blood. Death appears throughout.
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Day nineteen of Rina's life
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Day eighteen of Rina's life
j Ike up today and I was coughing and I thought it wads
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