Crash

So the worst thing happened to me i got in a car accident i was driving to my friends house and the light turned yellow and i thought i could make it so i sped up didnt see the car coming and hit the car trying to turn and the car ran into a poll and the guy was yelling at me and i was so scared the whole front end of the car just fell off and the air bags went off it was terrible and my friend was in the car it was the most embarrassing moment of my life and i wrecked my familys only car now i just feel like crap i have to pay more money i dont have so im gonna have to work my butt off at work and try to get more hours but since its winter theyre already cutting people ...so its going to be hard for me to get hours in the first place i just feel so depressed and my friends in worse shape then i am im fine and my friend she is just gonna go back to the hospital i feel bad like this is all my fault when it happened i was really pissed and then i just got sad and was sitting on the floor crying and begging my mom not to be mad at me right when things were getting better i had to ruin everything
-rina burr

Help???: Advice

So I've been dating someone online for almost three months and i don't know what to do I want to have a real stable relationship where I see the person often and go on real dates but this person doesn't have their own cellphone so I hardly ever get to talk to them and they refuse to meet me half way idk what to do my mom won't let me go all the way to where that person is just to meet that person even though I have the money to and she won't let me go without her so I have come up with a few options I could take the train disappear one summer day and come back at night or I could buy that person a phone or I could convince my mom (which would take a lot of hard work) or I could wait till I'm 18 or I could save up my money to buy a car what should i do help!!!

Day sixty five of Rina's life

So I'm at the hospital with my mom visiting my dad apparently they don't know why he still has an infection I don't understand most of it all I know is he's low on oxygen lol my day was boring besides this I woke up talked to cookie and then I ordered a pizza and a really creepy delivery man was there he scared the cap outta me I have to wake up really early tomorrow its gonna suck I have to work from 4:30 am to 11:00 am its gonna be fun cuz Maria is gonna be there I work it McDonald's if u didn't already know that ew he just threw up
-Rina Burr

Day sixty three of Rina's life

Today I decided I'm going to the fall dance. My mom is so excited she's like "take pictures". Oh mothers always the pictures. I am afriad I'm being used though. I hope I'm not. The only reason I don't think I am. Is because I automatically respect that person because it's my best friends cousin. I don't know I'm afraid I am though I'll tell you all about it tomorrow. Stay tuned I guess that's all I have to say I said more on my blog on peperonity check it out if your curious.

-Rina Burr

Day fifty eight of Rina's life

So sorry I didn't blog yesterday. Nothing new is happening except I got a new belt and new shorts. They're Bermuda shorts. I like them and they go with my style. The only thing I don't like is the fact I had to get them from the little girls section in old navy. Haha but then again I don't really like any of the shorts I see in the juniors and women's section. And my mom agreed to buy me a backpack. So that just knocks off two items off my things to buy list. Yay! I didn't go to church today I woke up early though. I could have if I wanted to. But I knew my mom didn't wanna go. My mom wanted to go shopping instead and I didn't have any objections. I was suppose to hang out with my best friend Jhan today. Instead I spent all day shopping with my mom. I feel kinda bad that he came over to my house and I wasn't there I tried to call him and I left him a message. He ended up coming to my house anyway while I was shopping. I feel bad because I knew he's been wanting to hang out with me. But I'm hanging out with Derek my other friend and probably jhan on tuesday were going fishing! That should be fun. My life has been going spectacular on the love side. I don't wanna jinx anything lol because whenever I think things are going well my world crashes down around me :(. Which reminds me I have to text my other best friend leticia I gotta hang out with her sometime. One thing about me is I hate asking people to hang out. Idk why I just think it's awkward especially if they're coming over to your house. Then you have to be a good host and entertain them. How am I suppose to entertain them when all I do for fun around here is lay around and do nothing? Today I watched the movie 2012 and the blind side. They were good movies.
-Rina

Day fifty six of Rina's life

Ahhh so I just wrote a bunch of stuff and it disappeared. Now I'm just gonna write it on my iPod touch notes and transfer it from there. I don't trust you Internet. Guess who didn't get yelled at? Yeah that's right me!! So today I woke up at 4 pm and my mom had just gotten home from work and she came in my room told me to get up gave me my medicine and a list of things to do. She didn't yell at me she just said she didn't want me to stay up late like that. Today I woke up made dinner which was pasta salad and fried chicken. Then I took a shower. After that I scrubbed the tub, washed the dishes and put them away, cleaned the oven, swept the stairs and vacuumed. Then I went outside and watched my brother set off some fireworks it was fun I think he set off a zipper, a tank and a strobe light. It was funnnnnnn. The police didn't come haha. My day was pretty short considering I woke up at 4 pm the rest of my day I just lied around and watched tv. I'm really hyper now I'm suppose to be asleep of course. 
-Rina 

Day fifty five of Rina's life

right now im doing one of those things i enjoy. staying up all night doing what i love. will i get yelled at for this in the morning? Yes oh wait it is morning. i will probably get yelled at for it when my mom wakes up. yay! that is fun. im sleepy i took my meds but im at the computer now. So i dont know if im gonna fall asleep in this chair or what. oh right now im watching someone sleep. i feel like a creep but this is what she wants. :)
-Rina

Day fifty one of Rina's life

Well today was fun I guess. I couldn't sleep last night so I was so tired that I didn't go to church. when my mom got back from church she yelled at me. Then I ate and my best friend jhan came over and I taught him about the his iPod touch and I got him synced and stuff. then I cleaned and did my chores it's 5:04 Am right now and I just finished cleaning the bathroom. I hate bugs. Today I killed 3 earwigs eww did u know they can fly OMG EARWIGS CAN FLY!!!!

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-Rina

Day fifty of Rina's life

Well today I actually did something I woke up ate cleaned watched tv did a video chat. I went driving today. Ok this summer I wanna make enough money to buy the following: a pair of shoes, a belt, a couple shirts, a pair of pants and a backpack. My mom said that's probably possible. I can't wait to buy things. I got my stuff taken away today. My moms trying to teach me a lesson to help someone out without being told just to help other people out.
-Rina

Day forty eight of Rina's life

so today nothing interesting happened. oh i broke my charger. so im going to start writing in this everyday so everyone stay tuned. so today i woke up watched tv and made some stoffers pizza. i went in my room after watching a few hours of tv i played on my ipod touch and texted and stuff. then i ate dinner and got ready cleaned and went to the store. im so happy though. because my mom went to bible study and two girls asked where i was. isnt that amazing im actually making friends. wooh go rina go rina goooo!!!!
-RinaM

Day forty seven of Rina's life

I found this:
I am Terina Ruth Burr age 12, and this is my life. First I was taken away from my birth mother because my sister was taking care of me not her. Latina Davis was seperated from me through the adoption agentcy. Then I got taken to a foster home. Big Rina was the mom and there were 2 kids one was named Shanon the other's name I can't remember. Until one day I got adopted at age 1.5 by two parents Carrie and Russle Burr. TO this day I call them Mom and Dad. I quikly ajusted to this new way of life and stayed in touch with Tina. I got to loiking my Mom better and look a lot like her. Two months later chris came along, I naturally got jealous, but got on with it quikly. I still keep in touch with Tina and am doing good with my first year in middle school.

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-Rina 

Day forty two of Rina's life

Well I didn't reallY wanna blog but since it's almost twelve I kinda half too. So today was awesome I woke up and I actually went to church with my mom. Sandra and Erica picked us up. I even went to the teens group thing they had. Okay well it was an adventure and pretty scary I didn't really talk much I met two girls though. Sandra afterwards formally introduced me to them she made me shake their hands. It was different I guess. Me and my mom are going back next week yay I'm exited. That's basically all I did that was worth blogging about oh I went to the candy store afterwards and Sandra bought me candy it made me pretty happY. -Rina

Day forty one of Rina's life

Today was a good day except I'm kinda mad at myself the reason why Is because i was socially awkward on the phone it was terrible. I hate how socially awkward I cAn be at times. I just freeze up and have nothing to say and I get all quiet. Maybe it's just that person I was on the phone with oh well I hope I get over it. It's so annoying ugh :(. Well Im really happy because my moms finally accepting the fact that I go on mocospace alot and talk to people. She actually carried on a conversation with me. I think this was the best day ever. Tomorrow I'm going to church with my mom it's gonna be an anventure. And I don't think my mom hates kiki anymore this is great. :)
-Rina

Day forty of rina's life

Today was fun I guess haha I went to school talked to kiki while I could during school and I was on the Internet all of second block so my phone died during lunch. And jhan asked if I could charge it at the second half of third block it was awesome. Then after school I talked to kiki some more. And yeah all in all it was a good day we played handball during gym, watched a movie during chemistry, and Econ and health were boring. I meantioned kiki a couple times at the dinner table when I was eating with my mom. I have this feeling she doesn't like kiki. Oh well she will get over her dislike I hope. And now I'm sitting in my room bored. Oh I'm getting my hair Done again tomorrow. I'm just gonna get the exact same hair I have now though
-Rina

Day thirty nine of Rina's life

So I'm staying home from school again. I am sick cough cough sniffle sniffle. I am on a mission to go to north Carolina by The first week of august. I have no idea how I am going to get there. I mean I am going to have to ask my mom to drive me unless I want to get arrested. Or I could ask Harrison to pick me up and drive me there. However that would be way to much to ask of him. I could never do that. Sometimes I wonder if I ever think things through before I go promising stuff. I mean like my mom is going to say yes to going to north Carolina just for a day hahaha. I just get caught up in the moment but no matter how much I wanna go to north Carolina it's up to my mom. She already hates the person I want to see why would she agree to driving me there. She will be like blah it's a waste of gas blah blah blah. I just wanna go there so bad god please someone help me.
-Rina

Day thirty seven of Rina's life

Well today was terrible. But I guess alright I read some messages today. I got upset and I was suppose to stay after school I waited twenty minuets for my drivers Ed teacher. Then I didn't feel well I felt like crying so I went inside asked this lady where I could find my teacher. She toldme to check his room. Of course he wasn't in there so I just called my mom and left. Now I'm sitting in my room crying over something stupid all I wanna do is cry :(. Ok update my day overall is gotten alot better I'm really happy and I stopped crying :). I'm not sad anymore all I wanna do is sing dental care "I'd rather pick flowers Instead of fight And rather than flaunt my style I'd flash you a smile Of clean pearly whites"
-Rina

Day thirty two of Rina's life

Today was probably the best day of my life. i have been so happy today. i haven't been this happy in a long time. i entered school and i put my stuff in my locker and i saw natalie. then she told me to walk with her so i did it was a new experience and fun. Brandon is trying to make me and Geneva friends again. I have gym with Geneva but we were all separated by gym teachers and we have different gym teachers so i talked to bry who was in my drivers ed class before. i love school now because i know at least one person in each of my classes. my new classes are excel gym, global economics which is going to be a breeze because its advanced and then i have health easy a. ok lunch was a little trippy cause i was this close to talking to howard. it was weird i feel bad because i was being rude but really i just wasn't prepared for it like if i was i wouldn't have been like omg omg omg. however i pulled through and health was a saving grace and got me really happy. i came home from school with no homework i didn't even need my backpack. after school i came home an i played on my ipod touch and then went driving with my mom for like fifty minuets. even jhan said i was different today i was happier. i have just been really happy now a days because my life is almost perfect. i have what i want and i am actually happy that says a lot because i have never been this happy in a long time. I get messages daily from this person and that just makes my day. i love -Rina