Cross Roads

I may not be the smartest or the best but I do have big dreams. I am a dreamer. It may seemed a bit far fetched to say that i am going to be famous one day, or cliche but that is one of my biggest goals. I feel like right now i am at cross roads. The biggest decision of my life, college. Where should I go? I know what i wanna be and what i wanna do but i dont know where i wanna go. if that made any sense at all. I think about that a lot. I worry that what if i do choose to go one way and i miss out on the chance to make it to really do what i wanna do. I wanna have the college experience and move away maybe along the way grow more independent, but its not that easy. I dont have any money and i know this might sound weird but i hate writing i cant just sit down and write an essay on how blah blah changed my life this may sound a bit self centered but i like writing about things that pertain to me not something that i dont care about as you can tell right now i don't know im just lost right now and i dont have a lot of time to find my way and i just hope when i do make the decision it is not the decision that ruins my whole future and im stuck living a mediocre life i dont wanna be normal i wanna become a computer programmer and make my own operating system and have my own company

Repetition

Looking through some of my notes I found don't remember where its from or why I wrote it:

Im feeling like I keep on talkin

I'm repeating Myself

my words lost all meaning

I keep talking

I repeat myself

@Rinab333

Day fifty three of Rina's life

So this summer vacation i wanna earn enough money to buy several things:

• shirts 
• a pair of pants 
• a pair of shoes 
• a backpack 
• a belt 
• headphones 
• a ipod case
• a ipod charger 

I have been listening to a podcast called Dead Hunt.
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Day fifty of Rina's life

Well today I actually did something I woke up ate cleaned watched tv did a video chat. I went driving today. Ok this summer I wanna make enough money to buy the following: a pair of shoes, a belt, a couple shirts, a pair of pants and a backpack. My mom said that's probably possible. I can't wait to buy things. I got my stuff taken away today. My moms trying to teach me a lesson to help someone out without being told just to help other people out.
-Rina