Paradox

now im crying my eyes out over you i poured my heart out to u and u made me feel like shit you always leave me with this empty feeling that just eats my insides away u say your more mature than me then why do u give up in a relationship so easy i mean i can be the best gf ever although u treat me like shit are mean to me im still loyal to you and i still want to be with you more than anything and you just push me away like nothing matters point out all my flaws and tell me that u gave up along time ago this is why i think you dont give a shit about me this is why i think you dont love me because you dont want to make this work at the end of the day everything u say is just a cliche it doesnt matter u make me feel like nothing i do can change anything

Crash

So the worst thing happened to me i got in a car accident i was driving to my friends house and the light turned yellow and i thought i could make it so i sped up didnt see the car coming and hit the car trying to turn and the car ran into a poll and the guy was yelling at me and i was so scared the whole front end of the car just fell off and the air bags went off it was terrible and my friend was in the car it was the most embarrassing moment of my life and i wrecked my familys only car now i just feel like crap i have to pay more money i dont have so im gonna have to work my butt off at work and try to get more hours but since its winter theyre already cutting people ...so its going to be hard for me to get hours in the first place i just feel so depressed and my friends in worse shape then i am im fine and my friend she is just gonna go back to the hospital i feel bad like this is all my fault when it happened i was really pissed and then i just got sad and was sitting on the floor crying and begging my mom not to be mad at me right when things were getting better i had to ruin everything
-rina burr