Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Day thirteen of Rina's life

Ok today was a bad day. Pîþy SùnÑy £öv3 Mìmý Sßßû (^_^) was correct in saying that im sad because i have been. I will explain by telling a story which is based off a true story. It is called The cycLe of pain. Once upon a time there was this girl name Katarina who fell in love with Crispin. Katarina being the techie was on a website where she met Crispin. Katarina wasn't suppose to be on that website but was anyway regardless the consequences. Katarina believed Crispin was her soul mate they planned to get married and everything. The only problem was Crispin lived in tokyo japan. Katarina and Crispin agreed to meet in three years but Katarina had to pay for everything because Crispin was younger than her by a year and they wanted to meet as soon as possible. So after almost a year of them going out Katarina felt like telling her best friend Rina about the news Rina pretended to be happy for her and everything. However since Katarina didn't tell anyone except rina about crispin she told Rina everything. Rina started telling Katarina about god and saying it was dangerous to meet some random guy on the Internet who could just be a 40yr along with other religious issues. Katarina after a week was convinced and broke up with Crispin. But Katarina loved Crispin she became very upset. She would cry herself to sleep at night and almost killed herself luckily Katarina had Rina and god to save the day. But it didn't stop her from crawling back to Crispin. When she went back to him she was only confronted by more pain and suffering. Katarina would ask "do u still love me?" Crispin Said "yes" but every single time Katarina goes back to Crispin she gets hurt and she always ends up breaking up with him then getting back together with him. Katarina is so desperate to be loved Rina is in awe. Since Katarina went out with Crispin her self esteem has lowered she doesn't have a lot of confidence and she thinks she is ugly. There is nothing wrong with Katarina she is probably more beautiful than me but Katarina can't see that. Katarina is soo close right now all she has to do is let go of Crispin. The sad part is no one knows about this except for Rina. Katarina is too afraid to tell anyone...will the cycle ever end? Will Katarina live happily ever after with Crispin...or will it end up in her death and or rape? Every cycle can be broken Katarina is so close...
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-Rina

Day twelve of Rina's life

Today was just one of those days where I just wasn't really paying attention to anything. I woke up about a half hour late but I went to school and I had no homework. When I got home I was like :o what do I do. I love homework seriously I love it. So I just played eliminate pro I got a buch of power cells in that game. I love that game with a lot of things I just get bored of them and forget about them. Then all of a sudden one day I'll remember the game and start playing it for a while. Today I bought a pike hooded flannel in white. It's awesome. Ok I heard that my blog wasn't exciting. I mean this is a blog of my life and my life is the most exciting life on the face of the earth. Well I mean I wish I had some juicy gossip or a secret to tell you but I don't. Well I do but it would be a bad idea to blog about it. If I do I have to word it perfectly. My dad is in Seattle because my mom said the family needs a break of him personally I don't my brother and my dad just need a break. My mom says having him gone provides less stress in the household. All I have to say is the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. Sighs I am so glad i am a good kid. Around ten minuets ago I was texting my sister it was great I was having a conversation with her. I didn't say the last word though she did I just stopped talking. I have a sister haha I forgot to tell you. When I was with my birthmother I had two sisters an older sister who is 18or 19 who's name is tina and a younger sister named Gloria. When the adoption agentcy took me and Tina away from my birthmother we were adopted seperatly. When I was with my birthmother Tina basically took care of me when I was 0-2ish. I finished the podcast revelations it was more like a comedy it was funny not a horror. Right now I am listening to the podcast sleepwalker it's kinda boring but i don't really know cuz I'm not really listening to it. Tomorrow is a math test I am sorta worried because I didn't study.
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-Rina

day eleven of Rina's life


well nothing happened today sorry for posting this late i just missed the bus the other day so i wanted get some sleep. so yesterday nothing happened i just focused on my homework and studied. then played a couple video games and tried to figure out what im gonna buy with $20 im not sure now. í haven't really been online lately because I've been focusing more on my homework. í have looked through all my messages í replied to the long ones. ill get to the others eventuallly.
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-Rina

Day ten of Rina's life

Today was really boring and I just went to school and did my homework. I did my chores too. I'm still listening to the podcast revalations. I hope I still will wake up in 5 hours I can't sleep. Oh since I did my chores today I an gonna get $20 I'm so happy. I don't know what to buy I think I'm gonna get a fox pike flannel in blue. Yay.
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-Rina

Day nine of Rina's life


So today was pretty good I went to bed at 2am and woke up at 5am then fell back asleep and woke up at 7:00 am I missed my bus so my mom drove me. Today Had some homework I had for chemistry read chapter 2 and take notes, study for element quiZ, and study for safety quiZ. For American government I have to finish my political things I have to reformat my paper to bulletpoints and study. I finished all my homework. I did well on my math test and I think I passed my drivers Ed test. Tomorrow morning I have to reformatt my paper. Today in math it was scary because during the math test I was the only one using a calculator i felt like everyone was staring at me it was nerve racking. Today I didn't do my chores but I'm gonna do them tommorrow after school. Oh today I'm sitting in my room studying then all of a sudden my brother and his friend put an exploding pepsi bottle in my room it was so annoying. And today I got a Giant letter from a college I really wanna go their and me a major in computer science and mathematics. I forgot to mention that I can speak Spanish too. Right now I am listening to a podcast it's called revelation. Bridging the gap between psychological and supernatural horror, Revelations is the the story of Jamie Shetter, a psychiatrist on the brink of existential crisis. Unfortunately, her move from private practice to public service is of no help, as she discovers "truths" that have her questioning not only the nature of her existence, but her sanity. Join Dr. Shetter as she struggles to get control of her life back from the mysterious revelations, each more awful than the last.
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-Rina

Day eight of Rina's life

Well today was really boring. I woke up at like 10am and my mom was yelling at my brother. Funn then I fell back asleep and I woke up at 2pm. I hardly did my homework. I had an off day I didn't do any of my chores but I'll do them tomorrow. I have to clean the bathroom, clean the dishes, and dust. And I gotta study for drivers ed tomorrow. So I forgot to meantion this so you know yesterday I meantion something about medicine well I take medicine because I have ADHD. Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD or AD/HD) is a neurobehavioral developmental disorder. ADHD is primarily characterized by "the co-existence of attentional problems and hyperactivity, with each behavior occurring infrequently alone." While symptoms may appear to be innocent and merely annoying nuisances to observers, "if left untreated, the persistent and pervasive effects of ADHD symptoms can insidiously and severely interfere with one's ability to get the most out of education, fulfill one's potential in the workplace, establish and maintain interpersonal relationships, and maintain a generally positive sense of self." yeah it's fun to have ADHD and dyscalculia not haha but who's complaining. I would like to give a shout out to South park Piru who actually in a way answered my question in my introduction blog thank you soooo much. I feel alot better. I hope I don't fail that drivers Ed test tommorrow. anyway I had a mental breakthrough I think I'm over this seriously i think I am I'm gonna pray. I'll end by saying some random fact I love to listen to podcasts right now I am listening to some horror podcast called tatoo.
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-Rina

Day seven of Rina's life

Today was fun. Haha idk I decided to write a novel and start putting names in these things. So today I went to my friend brandon's houSe with Geneva they are my two best friends yay. It was his brothers bday so we all just went it was fun I only got really weird at the end again I hate it. Grr maybe I should have taken my meds with me it wore off at like 11pm oh well too late. Maybe that's why I act so weird maybe it's not my emotions maybe it's my medicine but I don't know isn't it suppose to make me hyper if I don't take it not like blahhh. I'm kinda bored idk what to write about. I know I have so much homework to do tommorrow and i have to do my chores. In drivers Ed I have to study and read rules of the rode book and answer questions. In chemistry i have to read chapter 1 on lab safety worksheet. In government I have to do a one page paper on the people running for the county board district 21. And in math I have to study. I feel weird i don't know why i guess that was a novel haha I am still trying to catch up with my messages I am almost done I only have 44 left.
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-Rina

Day six of Rina's life

So today was a great day I don't really know what to write. Oh uhmmm I went to the movies I say when in Rome with my two best friends. Then I hung out with my bffs at one of their houses. Oh today In chemistry i was lab partErners with Jimmy. And in american government that kid said "new shoes again and they match sorta coolio" it was great!!!!
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-Rina

Day five of Rina's life

So I'm sorry if I haven't answered any of your messages. I just had one of those days where I am wrapped up in other things I don't get bored enough to go check my messages. I will get to that later haha. today I did all my hw and I have been coding on my calculator all day. My teacher said she went over my 504 plan last week. I was like wow prepared. I have been thinking about it my dyscalculia and how I hardly ever use my 504 plan I used to alot in middle school. I am going to talk to my counsiler and ask to see it. Oh well what else was I gonna say oh yeah some one needs to read all my blogs and not just skim over them you know who you are!!!!! Omg you know my best friend who is a guy that I like well he posted this valentine list on facebook and i am his number one choice I am so happy. Today in American government that one boy who said nice shoes to me yesterday said "oh new shoes today nice." It was great I had an over all good day. Actually great day amazing day! :) I am gonna read and reply to those messages like in five minuets. Oh I'm going to the movies tomorrow with my two best friends I can't wait!!!!!!!!! Wwoooooohhhhhhhh....!!!!!!!! GET ENERGIZED!!! I'm so hyper the best part is I have to get up in less than 5 hours!!!!
comment: by the way I love comments on blogs i read them right away and they are the highlight of my life I live for comments on my blog!!! So if you comment I read it I'll probably start messaging all you people who comment!!!! As soon as I read those 50 messages!!!
-Rina

Day four of Rina's life



Well today was a really good day except I got a lot of homework for drivers Ed I had to study, for chemistry I had to do worksheets, for American government I had worksheets, and for math I had pg 14 #1-67 odd 70 ,72 I know I know I'm so good I just knew it off the top of my head. Haha anyway I found a dollar on the ground today I was soooo happy. I realized that I don't talk to one of my friends alot in lunch and I feel bad he sat right by me just to talk to me and I didn't talk to him that much sigh. I love that kid. He is my best friend! Anyway moving on I wanna talk about the messagess I get ok IM NOT INDIAN I have been asked that at least 300 times. I do not know hindi but if you wanna teach me Go ahead. Another thing some 28 year old guy proposed to me I was like uhm that's illegal and I ignored him I only ignore users if you scare me and I think you might be a stalker or if say the word sex. yes I am that strict I only blocked 4 people. I hate doing it though. So today I didn't really study for the drivers test I have at like 7:40 am it's 12:10 am where I am right now so I think I will pass I am not nervous. Ohhh I love life. Today this kid in my American government class came up to me and was like "those are the coolest shoes I have ever seen!" omg I was so happy I love it when people say that stuff about me. I have dyscalculia is a specific learning disability involving innate difficulty in learning or comprehending mathematics. So first day of trignometry and I am all pumped and excited to learn and the teacher is like math test friday no calculator. I have a 504 plan which allows me to have extra time on tests, elimination of homework problems, and I am allowed to use a calculator. Since I got this me and my calcalator have been close when a teacher says no calculator I start to frett. Especially if it is a new teacher I never had before because I have to tell her about my 504 plan. I emailed her she never answered though I'm not worried I can't sleep. Well I'm gonna go play solitare sorry for the long blog Comment

-Rina

Day three of Rina's life



Well my day was really fun. I know i'm kinda five hours late on writing this but I just woke up. Maybe I shouldn't have made it a tradition to write at 12:00 am everyday hahaha I was trying to stay up and I fell asleep at 11:50 pm I was sooooooooo close. Haha anyway I got my new classes they are drivers Ed, chemistry, American government, and trigonometry. I like all my new teachers they're cool I guess. I really love writing this everyday it's so fun. I had no homework. Oh my friend almost beat me on farmville but I leveled up before he beat me hahaha. Man I love that game it 5:25 am. I was so worried that I wasn't gonna wake up. Well readers comment thanks for reading.

-Rina

Day two of Rina's life

So today I hung out with one of my friends we had a blast it was great. Except my other friend couldn't make it so I was kinda sad. Im tired I have to go to school tommorrow and I can't sleep. And the fun part is I have to wake up at 5am yay. I played farmville again today it was great man I love that game haha. I have a detention tomorrow after school oh funnn. Idk what to write nothing else happened today you guys should really read and comment one my blog. Read every post of mine comment message me. I wanna know your thoughts. Anyway oh today I bought four folders and a three subject notebook I know exciting. Hahaha i love life. I wish I could sleep well that's all for now comment!
-Rina

Day one of Rina's life



Well nothing exciting happened today. I did my chores woke up around 10 Am. I had $40 I spent it on a flannel and some iPod apps. I am still trying to figure out what I want for my bday it's march 29. I am thinking the new psp in white idk though. I decided to make myself prettier I am being more concerned about my overall appearance this is fun. Tomorrow, well techinally today, I am going to hang out with my friends I can't wait I'm soo exited well thanks for reading day one of Rina's life. Leave a comment :)

-Rina

Introduction

Hi what's up my name is Rina. i am a sophomore in highschoOl. Im from the usa yay. Ok this is for everyone who keeps asking about my family I am adopted and so is my brother he was adopted from a different family than I was. I have a brother, mom and a dad. My dad is retired and my mom is a stay at home mom. I'm African american. I love life I like to Play video games, watch tv, do homework, play on the computer and play farmville man I love that game. Anyway I'm really into computer programming right now when I grow up I want to be a computer engineer. And I do not have a boyfriend In real life. I'm bored and I decided to do a blog a day just about my life and stuff. So today nothing happened I just chilled all day and I played a little farmville. Okay guys I have one question what does it mean when you say "your too good of a friend to go out with"? Does it mean that it's a nice way to say no get over it? Or does it really mean u treasure friendship? Okay well I'm gonna come up with random stuff to say. Well today I remembered my mom owed me $20 and I've had fun trying to figure out what to do with it. I still haven't figured it out. Sigh sometimes I wish I could get a bf like in real life well I guess i'm done thanks for readiNg this. Leave a comment :)

-Rina